The lyrics below explain exactly how I was feeling at the time that it all happened. What a perfect way of describing it. I wish I could blame it all on him, but...I can't. I have this song on a large play list that I play as I commute to work, and the other day it began to play, it is not a song I listen to often and not one that I took much note of. Then I heard the words, and I started the song again to hear it all.

Time has passed at this point, and the things I have done have fad... Read More

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Things over the last few months have gotten better. Last time I wrote in this blog I mentioned that we had got a new Bishop. I was nervous about meeting with him because he is the husband of a good friend of mine and I was afraid that word would get to her about what I had done. My fear I am happy to say was unfounded. Our new bishop is a great man and he is an excellent bishop. He has encouraged me in the repentance process and I have been able to set goals and work toward achieving them. I... Read More

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So this Sunday we got a new Bishop. We had heard about it the day before because the rumor mill of the Ward was turning and the rumor came to us that we would be getting a new Bishop. Because of this I was prepared. However the change came as a huge blow to me.

Recently the Bishop asked me to start praying for forgiveness, and so I have. And... Read More

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The atonement can be an amazing thing, for me it has helped me to set my life back on the course it needed to be. I am so grateful to my Savior for what he has done for me. One thing that has become very clear to me lately is the Holy Ghost in my life. For so long I had kept him out and had been living without his presence. I didn’t realize how empty I was until now. It is wonderful to have the Spirit with me to help inspire and guide me. And I ha... Read More

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