HAPPY ANNIVERSARY TO ME! Five years ago today - to the exact day and date was my baptism! Yippee! I know I've not written in over a month, things have been pretty hectic. Things have been going on with my family that have made life pretty difficult. The last time I wrote I was talking about a group of new friends who were all pagan and they were really making me question everything. And that's what I've been beavering away at for the last month, and why I haven't put a...
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That's completely irreverent I know - but I don't care right now.
I actually feel hungover today as strange as that sounds. Last night took a little over two and half hours. Strangely since last Sunday I never panicked, well I did I panicked that I was panicking.
I have read every single piece of information I could find out there about disciplinary actions. I worried and spiralled out of control in blind panic a week ago. I don't think I've ever done something as difficult as I h...
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Well tonight's the night, well actually in about one hour and three quarters will be when I'm facing the Court.
I'm actually panicking that I'm no longer panicking - I haven't been panicking since Sunday.
Ah well, I'll have to let you all know how it goes and how I feel after this. I just hope I get their answers tonight.
Everytime little negatives have crept in I've just asked Heavenly Father to take them away. I know this is in His hands. There's nothing more I can...
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