I know Ive been wrong and my life is in tragedy. Sore Trials and adversities has come and I am striving through grief and pain that one day my yoke will be delivered completely from my back. Those people who mocks me because of what I have become, telling me I deserve to be pained like this. I deserve all my troubles and it should shame me all the time. That my hands are filthy and I deserve these wreckage of my life. I pray to Heavenly Father, that he will bless them with utter happiness and joy and prosperity, that they may forget and wont have the time to mock me. To pain me no more. I would rather face my tribulations alone, because the pain that I have is more than enough to be added with the mock of other people. Please Heavenly Father, bless them and let thy blessings fill their lives that they wont have time to laugh over all my troubles.