Okay so recently in the past 4 or 5 months my dad has had a bad back he re injered his back something to do with the discs in his back well he is in so much pain and LNI wont do anything about it cuz he might need surgury and i dont understand and today was an awful day i woke up at 1 30 and me and my dad started fighting after fighting last night for no reason. he yells all the time so i was crying and i called my mom so she could make me feel better and come to find out my dad is trying to quite smoking because his very rare very serious lung disease is coming outta remission :( i know he is in alot of pain and is probably very scared but the fighting i cant handle him being mean all the time so we end up in fights and he never EVER yells its just not him at all he never gets mad easily and he has been telling me how horrible of a daughter i am and i dont love him or appriciate or respect him but yet i really havent done anything and i havent been home in 2 weeks :/ i dont get it. his pain pills makes him grumpy but now he doesnt have any cuz they wont give him any so hes even more grumpy cuz of the pain and its bringing my faith down alot i am strong but its bringing me down to have my dad (i'm a daddys girl) to say those awful things to me and not care and not realize hes the one thats being disrespectful not me:(

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