So, Saturday morning and I've just picked up my laundry from downstairs. It's one of those days where you don't want to do anyting. I was supposed to go on an convention, but I just... Blaah, didn't want to go when I woke up. So I called the person who was suppose to drive me and another person to the location. I told her I just didn't was in the mood for it. It was okay. I think this week has been a bit hard on me. First the baptism ( which was great, only emotionally damnding in the regard of anxienty before ), then the family thing and just a lot of thoughts going on inside my mind. It's been tough, but I'm really looking forward for church tomorrow.

It's only a week until I start university as well, I'm so nervous, well no I am. I'm scared. Why? Well, it's university! I can't believe that I'm finally here, the years I've had before coming here has been nothing but battles. And now I'm here, ready to become a preschool teacher. It's like, whaaa. I'm scared, and rejoicing. What I'm most scared of is that I won't make it. But, in the same time, of course I'll make it. I've manage to overcome so much in my life that this should be a piece a cake. Anywho, I'm so looking forward to this amazing new start of my life.

Right now, my life is awesome. I've found the Gosple, I've found friends and people who care for me. I have this great relationship with my mother and father. I have this awesome crazy dog. And I've manage to get accepted to a great big university. I don't get it why I'm so overwhelmed with it all. I know it will be awesome in the end. I know that when I'm on the train on my way to school, I'll be as happy as I can be. Well, I'll miss Ruben a lot. But I'll only be gone for a few days a month and he will stay with mama and papa. So no problems.

Now it's time for me to take a walk with Ruben and then just relax. I'm fasting today as well, for my relatives sake.

Peace out and bless you all

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