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Posted On 11/12/2012 07:47:04 by ZorabelMay
My mind is the greatest battlefield and the sadness of my fall sunk in to my very soul. What was I thinking, the question that haunts me always, if my hurt is not a payment but my trial, I have all of these in my entire life, if I cannot perfect Gods commandment, as I am a sinner, after these sad life I will still have a sad life after death. He said He will forgive and forget and recompensate, but why do i feel that I am the exception of the savior's fate, that he did not saved me, but I have paid. And though I am giving up, why can't he let me give, well, if I die as payment of my sin, it would be much easier for me, having a hard time life, loneliness and hurt and pain and anger would make me suffer much. would that be His plan, to come to verdict where I pay for my sin while I am alive, through deep pain, unresolved hate and anger, through loneliness, through failure and through rejection. I am hopeless, and dying is like ending all the pain and rejoice of being nothing. At the end of these all, God will always be right and I am always be wrong. And as I am wrong, as I am sinful, I will suffer.

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From: madmadavy
11/15/2012 11:47:48
I just recently joined a help group on this LDS.net. Check it out if you havent already done so. It is new so there is not a lot to catch up on but I think it will be a good place to go.
http://www.lds.net/vb-forumss/display_group_topic/id_3396/Trials-can-help-us-become-more-l ike-the-Savior/


From: madmadavy
11/15/2012 11:17:44
I am not a scriptorian but I do consider myself strong in the gospel of Jesus Christ. I hear your pain and I also daily struggle with my trials and would rather die and end them then endure them. (I have struggled with suicidal ideations) However, I also know (for I have had manifestations and personal revelations) that God is a just and merciful God. Others have free agency to defile, extort, use and abuse us and He knows we need strength to endure them. We gain strength through our trials. We must repent and put our faith and trust in Jesus Christ. One of the hardest things I find is putting that same trust in myself to accept God's will, forgive myself, endure my trials and know that when I do get to return home to my Heavenly Father he will put His arms around me and say "well done thou great and faithful child. You have endured well and now the rewards of heaven are yours" I think that one with many earthly trials will have greater rewards in Heaven. As you repent and forgive yourself, your suffering will become enlightend. ZorabelMay, Your Father in Heaven Loves You.


From: markantony414
11/13/2012 15:01:17
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