ever notice how it all comes at once.
thats what i felt this past week, everything that could go wrong went wrong. add to that this emotional rollarcoaster im on and u get disaster. iv hurt alot of the people im closest to and started shutting down, if i dont let them in i cant hurt them any more, only to find out by doing that i made things worse. im in this woe is me everyone hates me and is out to get me mood now and it makes me question everything, even the ppl id trust with my life are all of assuden only out for thinigs they want and dont care about little old me. how do u gain control over those thoughts? working progress i guess...maybe someday i'll master it till then i cant wait till this week is over.