There are times were you feel the luckies person in the world. There are also times were your luck tank rand out empty! Today, actually this last week my tank ran out empty and I have not been able to fill it up. We all have our trials to go thru,and as some one said I have the worse time healing. knowing you give your whole life to someone and that someone crushed your heart like the worthless thing there is on earth!!! To know you gave 5 years of your life and at the end for the person you love and you though you were love by come to tell you that there is not feeling towards you or what so ever it paint full

I know that it is better this way but why does it hurt me? I know that after a big trial, a big change in your life, peace and happiness comes along, but Is there anyway that we, I can skip the sadness? Why can I be like other people that their life goes on like nothing has happen? Why I am hurt to see the person you care for talk bad about you in front of you and just think is his problem and just don't care about it? why do I have to be so stupid and care about things? Why can I be like other people that seems to have no feelings? I wish I was like those peoples!!! I wish not to care about things and people!!! Why does it hurt me to know I am not love? To know I am been made fun of and to be laught in front? I wonder Why was I made this way?

Geidy

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