thank you for all of you who have posted your comments here about my blog from bbbrhatt to wanderer. I appreciate you for taking the time to read it. I am the kind of person who have tried a lot to be in critical situations and i always trusted on the Lord's help through his instruments but sometimes i feel like i am always brought to the realization that someday soon when chaos is all over the world we will deal with our problems alone and no matter how hard it may be we have to learn how to resolve it alone with out the help of anyone. But Mosiah 18:8-10 is always coming back to my mind everytime i try to deal with my burdens alone. However, while i was alone carrying the world of pain from my burdens i learned so many things and i thought--to experience all these is really an opportunity because every experience will teach a lesson which is something extraordinary essential to our goal in going back to our Father's presence. While other's would cry and blame God--we covenant people draw closer and even closer to Him until we feel His arms around us. As it is always taught to us, we never agree to the idea that God punishes His children because we believe in the fact that He is even more gentle to us than us to ourselves. It's just that the consequence is always there following to happen in the end and all we know is that if we do good the consequence is sweet and bad for bitter but we dont really know the entire thing to happen next nor we know the price we are going to pay. and in conclusion--when people forget to pray and call on our Father in Heaven, regardless of the good things and right choices we might have done--in that way we still are pulling ourselves from our Father in Heaven until we lost touch with Him and for me that is the time that we allow satan's power to hit us with several kinds of bitterness in life when we no longer have God's power for protection. That's how i look at it... Perhaps, that's it! that's how i feel because i know our Father in Heaven Loves us more than we love ourselves. and that's the most important thing we have to understand.