So how many if us spend time thinking, most of us do it but how maany of us let the advasary into our thoughts and let him bring in the dark thoughts that bring us to a depression? I know I have and it has brought me down to where I thought I could not go on... So I started to look back at my life to the times when I was the happiest..that was the times when I was active in the church doing what the lord wanted me to do serving my mission, when all four of my boys were born (Even thought I think that Intermounian Health care accounts payable is the root of most EVIL) but still I know that I could have never have gotten through any of this with out the lord and the gospel... I now read and engauge my self in study of the scriptures as well as getting into the classes that I am in at this time in school (College) yes even older guys think about that I missed out on that when I was young but I don't have an idle mind, and so I keep up a pacwe that gives me little time to think about the things that are dark...I know I can get through this but I also am aware that the advasary is just outside the door waiting for me to let my guard down...so I must keep it up.
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