&nb sp;    aNight is so very dark when I o outside,I look bove and I saw the moon also with the star....I look that for few minute i have something in my mind I recall my past the day when i was a little girl...my mind is started thingking about my past...I remember the day when I live with my parent the Sunday were all always ready to go to church together......I cant never forget that day.........

            &nb sp;     One morning when I open my eyes i saw all darkness around me....If it is a dream .......please get me up and i dont want to sleep again..my loving mother and father are fighting in my dreams......I shout and say .....""please get me up,please get me up.....""" But no one came  to awake me ........ after all the tears in falling down in my eyes because I realize it is not a dream that true and reality my parent just quarelle in my front........

            &nb sp;    after that they dicided to say goodbye to each other...I understand what they are saying..I cant control tears in my eyes........I love my mother also my father I want to live with both of us...........

            &nb sp;   My father decided to leave the place where we are living because this my mother want........I worry about my father because he is olderman I know he need someone to be with him...at my age of 8 years old my mind is thingking very deep........and ask "what I am going to do?""after that I decided to go with him....I live with him but after 1 year he is dead .........

             my mind is in truoble "how can i live at age of 9...........at that time I realy feel how much Heavenly Father loves me..He never leave me,He is alsways at my side..He give me my nieghboor to taking care of me I live with my nieghboor house for almost 10 years....that family is very kind and have tender heart

            &nb sp; 11 years ago after the tragedy in my life........but until now all is still fresh in my mind and heart ...........I want to forget all about my past but it is like a nightmare in my life everytime I close my eyes i saw that.....

           Until now i'm still facing and fighting all the trials comes into my way........I know all trials in our life is planted from Heavenly Father to make us strong and faithful..

         I realy love the trials and I want to give millions of thank you for Heavenly Father to give me a lot of trials because I have learn a lot of things....I learn how can stand with my own feet,I learn how to forgive and how to survive.........

       Now i'm gonna say ""I WILL SURVIVE"""..................................

Tags: "THE PAST"

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