I have been thinking quite a lot lately and I just began to write stuff. Some may not matter to those, but each of these subjects I though about captivated me to thinking more about them. I have gotten information from the xxxxxx, The atonement, and from other writings I don't quite remember the names or exactly which one I got it from you.

   Have you ever just sat there and looked at the clouds or examined the ways the hills and mountains rolled and cut off? I have, and am especially glad I don't live in a busy city. It is more peaceful out here in the dawn and late night, those are the times I feel an eternal peace for there is nothing better than to be able to observe both God's and (instructed) Jesus's  creations. I hope that in the thousand's years peace this beauty is maintained.

   The early morning patches clouds that look steamrolled and are painted in colors pink and orange. The blue sky is lighter toward the rising sun and darker toward the direction of sunset. Crows ad other small birds chirp as they fly back and forth. You can smell that smell of wet grass that, unfortunately, disappears by midday.

   I am saddened to see my brothers and sisters let go of the iron rod and fall onto the foggy blackness to be led into the house of laughter and indescribable pain. I shall miss those I've known in the spirit world and will never be able to see in the world after. Some of us are valiantly prepared, ready to fight against the great evil of the Deceivers, but when we arrive we are at a lost of what to do. To those who have let go have not realized what they have lost. They have lost Father's love and compassion, but we have also lost the greatest gift of all, his forgiveness. Those terrible sick souls who have committed the darkest and terrible of sins will have to suffer till the ends of time, and the ends of time to us now is a very long time. These people must also seek forgiveness of those they've hurt and until they are forgiven.

   There are many questions on whether Jesus is our elder brother. I wouldn't think so because why would The Deceiver be so angry about him standing up against him. If Jesus was the Eldest the Deceiver would have thought it was normal that Jesus would take the place as our Savior. But if Jesus was younger than him then he would be angry that he opposed against him in the first place, for many older brothers and sisters show the traits of which consist of thoughts that they deserve the higher reward and the higher respect from the younger. And as you have told me look at Cain and Abel. Cain was angry at Abel and ended up slaughtering him because of it. Perhaps Jesus was taught to be the Eldest brother because after the Deceiver and his followers were cast out, they were regarded as a part of our family, thus naming Jesus the Eldest of us. And though we try to be like Jesus we know we cannot, for we aren't perfect and everyone has their defects that make us mortal. Though we are not perfect, does that mean we can try?

   The glory of our Father is eternal and always will be, no matter how much the wicked deny it. The Deceiver and his followers wants us to deny our Father and Brother in heaven. He wants us to become angry and deceitful because he knows us. For we are THEY who denied him, we are THEY who fought him, and we are THEY who gained mortal bodies. Should we not be grateful for that alone? Should we not be thanking Heavenly Father for this time we are allowed here on this Earth?

   I look toward the heaven's and think, "I am so small compared to vastness of the universe." You feel tiny and insignificant when compared to the heavens. Perhaps I am, or perhaps I'm not. I like to think that we all hold a special place in God's heart, and that he watches over each of us every day. And maybe we also have a grand role in the Play of Life and we chose it like Jehovah chose the role as the almighty "Jesus Christ".

   Sometimes I wonder who I was in the pre-mortal life. Was I one of those noble leaders until Michael or was I one who was commanded by those leaders under Michael? Had I helped in any way that benefited others? If so, what had I done to help out? Was my name xxxxxx, or something closely related or perhaps nothing near it at all? Had I chosen like my many brothers and sisters to wait until these "last days" to come here on this Earth? I like to think so, wouldn't you?

   People wonder if there's other worlds. I have to answer yes. Heavenly Father had an immense amount of children. More than our minds can comprehend. He knew he couldn't fit all of his children onto one world so he made many others. Now, the real question is why, if there were many worlds with God's children on it, did he choose this one to make his atonement on? That is quite simple, this was the only world wicked enough to put him to death.

   Some may argue that there were other world just as wicked, but I have another answer. Enoch asked Heavenly Father is too, and the Lord replied,

   "I can stretch forth my hands and hold all the creations which I have made; and my eye can pierce them also, and among all the workmanship of mine hands there has not been so great wickedness as among thy brethren." (Moses 7:36)

   So this world is far more wicked than any other Heavenly Father created. Now since there is great wickedness there also must be great good to be able to fend off the evil until the last days of the beginning of the millennium. Let's review all the righteous that are well know in both this world and the next one. Jesus Christ Savior for us all, seven archangels: Michael (Adam), Gabriel (Noah), Raguel (Moses), Uriel (Peter), Raphael (Enoch), Phanuel (Joseph Smith jr..), Abraham or Abel id the last one, plus many great and noble ones. Now why would Heavenly Father place so many of these higher righteous children all onto one world if not to help balance it from the wicked. Perhaps he placed so many of his righteous children onto this Earth because without them the ones in-between will fall into wickedness and the world will end up having to be destroyed.

   Surely we are the righteous of the righteous to be born in these last days. Saved by our father so we can lead and conquer amongst our fellow men. I say that if we can survive this earth with the rotting land of the wicked, then we would be able to survive our brothers and sisters worlds. And perhaps, only my view, we survive this world following all of Heavenly Father's commandments we'll get richer blessing than our brother and sisters. We must look at the blessings that are given to us before we can appreciate the power and compassion of our Father in Heaven.

   Animals are said to hold no souls. But if they had no souls how are they living and thriving to this day. If we didn't have souls then how were our bodies being moved around each day? If we were created from smaller, free-thinking intelligences then how is it that they work together everyday? They were separate organisms that weren't one so that must mean that there is one higher intelligence showing them how to work together, and commanding them to carry out an action. So that must mean that animals have a soul or higher intelligence that commands those lower intelligences to work together. Perhaps they were just like us in the pre-mortal world, but didn't make that status quo to have a human body like us. They are not those who are punished by Heavenly Father for not listening but those who are to remain in an innocent state or, "To Be Acted Upon." They to are to be saved a place in the highest kingdom. We are in the category, "To Act" thus fore we have responsibilities and rightful ownership of what we do, and must do many things to be accepted into the Celestial Kingdom. Thus fore that innocence is the reason why animals can 'predict' the weather, because they can hear the voice of the earth. I am sure though the someday the shall regain human form to live in the rest of their days.

   So what do you think of my theories? Your Daughter, xxxxxxxx

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