*Prayer*
I let my eyes drift upwards
To the heavens that they seek
I wonder if I pray now
To my Father that I weep
It feels so cold inside of me
Like an icy, hollow cube
But don’t betray my outside
Which is quite warm with solitude
I lift my shaking hands
And fold them across my chest
I bow my head in prayer
And wonder what is next?
How do I speak to my Father?
Like a boy to a silhouette face?
Or perhaps with great respect,
Of the highest payment to make
“Oh Father, My Lord, in heaven
I thank thee of this day
For giving me rich blessings
And a family for me to stay
I hear you watch over me
With a fatherly look of kind
I hear that you help guide me
Through my troubles of demise
I know you are our Father
One of the greatest men we seek
I see your outstretched hand
Held out for the weak
The light illuminating off you
Gives me the strength of three
That I may have the courage
To follow after thee
To carry out thy mission
Is an honor I cannot describe
To be loved by you, Heavenly Father
Is a love that electrifies
My soul bows before you
In all your heavenly praise
For you are my Father
The center of my ways
I ask only one favor
Or a question to be asked
For protection of my family
Is the only thing at task
I hold them dear to me, Father
And do not wish to let go
For as long as I am holding
They’ll stay sacred like the grove
I will try to keep thy commandments
And be the best I can be
In hope, my Heavenly Father
That you will only see
For I am your humble servant
Who will serve thee until the end
I will try to fill your commands
To one’s final demand
I seek thy glowing presence
In these Latter Days
I sing for all thy kindness
That Heavenly Mother portrays
For you are my role model
That I would follow till the end
Until I start anew
In a world of my command”
I let my arms drop down
To feel the salty tears
To wipe away all
Of my childish fears
I don’t feel so cold anymore
Like a man without a coat
The inside is like the outside now
Warm with Devotion’s hope
I can see you smiling now
Warming my very heart
You stand before me now
With your glory still a part
I smile like a child
Innocent to the core
For all my troubles are gone
Gone away before the Lord
I see Christ beside you
Perfect in every way
He is smiling also
Like a man about to pray
I see the love in your eyes
Like a glowing flame
You love all your children
In so many ways
You love us all so much
That you gave us your begotten son
So whoever will believe in him
Will not perish in the run
Jesus loves us too
For he is my brother
Who sacrificed himself for us
So that we may return tomorrow
You let us experience pain
Misery, happiness, over again
So that we may follow your path
Back to the world where heaven is at
You’re fading away from me now
From the view of my naked eye
But I can still feel your presence here
A strengthening warmth that fills my heart
Many hands are on my shoulders
From my former brothers
Adam, Jacob, and Abraham
Are not the only ones I encounter
They all fade away from me
Each with a smile in turn
I am comforted to know now
That so many were concerned
Always in my heart are they
Who comforted me on that single day
For I have been given the strength to stay
And guide the Lord’s children another day
“Father in heaven, I pray to thee
For the others who are just like me
To know there is someone above
Who will love thee like a father does”
I look back out my window
That is full of watery spray
To the sunshine shining
Beautiful, golden rays
I hear the angels coming
Praising their Father above
I hear the angels singing
Of their Heavenly love
Their golden trumpets shining
Releasing harmony and love
Feel the warmth radiating
I watch the flying, white dive
I know my church is true by now
And what comfort it brings and how
For I have witnessed on a few accounts
The love, thy Lord, truly gives out