As the moon takes over the day and it slowly becomes night i sit and ponder her answer.  i sit here left behind confused and alone with my insecurities.  the answer dosent matter much and at the same time it cut like a knife.  did i wait too long and i not wait long enough or was i just fooling myself to think that i deserved someone like here.  i know ill be ok i know that life is hard and these things build chacter and makes us stronger.  but right now all i care about is this left behind.  i miss the girl more and more each day and put on a mask so no one can tell but i gave away a piece of my heart even before she asked for it.  so now i sit here Left behind thinking about what might have been and what will proably never be. ill get through this i am a rock in the sand as the tide breaks.  but for now i am only left behind.