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Posted On 08/03/2008 18:09:39 by JerseyMom

A heart that is broken and confuse. A heart that is not sure what to feel. I wish all this emotions can be put in place that I could put in order my feelings, but I am not even sure how I feel. I know how painfull this last six years has been and I know to leave was a good desicion, is better to leave a relationship were there is nothing more than hurt, pain, disapoiment. But as the memories come back to you of all you when thru, anger fill your heart, hurt over power you. to clearly see the things you did not see before, gives you a feeling of hopeless. To know how you were play and to know they practically saw you and laught at you in your face, that they were "boy, how stupid she is that does not even imagine what is going on" makes you feel like a fool.

I could keep on and on, and I will never see an ending. I wishI had someone fisically with me that can give me a hug, that could erase the scar I have. I wish I could have the chance of being at least haft the person I was , But the more I think about it the more hurt and pain I feel.

JerseyMom






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From: MaidservantX
08/05/2008 19:21:15

Life always brings us to our knees.  I know this from experience.  I don't want  your trials, JMom ().  And I know for sure you don't want mine!  Ha ha.


But I'm glad we can share burdens here on lds.net.


The Savior knows you.  He is watching you, and watching over you.  But you came here to get a mortal experience, and by golly, you're going to get it.



From: hectorsanz1482
08/04/2008 01:52:59

As I read your blog, one word came to my mind, "forgiveness", you should forgive yourself. All of these thoughts taht you have come from your mind, you're just punishing yourself. The mind is a pretty powerful thing, so powerful that in most of us the mind controls our life, it makes us think about the past and about the future, and we completely forget about the present. JerseyMom I honestly dont know you personally, but I know that you are a creation of our Heavenly Father, and just by knowing that, I know that you are a wonderful person, full of love. I would suggest that you truly forgive yourself, dont judge yourself anymore, you are amazing, you just have to believe it, because its true. Forget the past, dont let your mind keep you in the past, open your eyes and live the present, and you will see how wonderful life is. 

With all my heart I wish you the best,

Hector S.





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