Okay I have decided that this past two weeks has been a learning experince...one that i was definlty not ready for my mom has been sick and this last weekend i was not sure that she was going to make it...she did and is doing better but now she talks about her last wishes and what she wants when she dies....(what she cant die she my mom she has to live forever what will i do without her) it has been REAlly hard for me to think of what things will be like for all of us when she passes and I am REALLy struggleing with this to say the least....SOMEONE HELP me before they have me commited