11/16/2008 11:35:29

I am sorry. I truly did not mean to make you feel worse. I have been reading in the Book of Mormon but I think I will start reading the New Testament also.

11/15/2008 15:27:50

If I had any idea you were feeling so badly I would not have shared my negative thoughts with you.  I understand know.  I hope I was not the cause all your sad feelings.  Understand this Tam, you are loved.  You are loved by more people than you will ever know.  You are loved by me.  I promise you, even my Bishop, who you have never met, loves you.  When I first went to services I carried a message you sent me in my wallet.  I carried that message with me for months.  The only reason I took it out was because I had a wallet full of scriptures and it was making my wallet heavy and bulky. 

 

 

 

 Remember Lemons and Sugar - there are at least 2 people in this world that you would die for.  At least 15 people in the world love you in some way.  The only reason some one would hate you is because they want to be just like you.  Every night some one thinks about you before they sleep. 

 

 

 

 You were full of sunshine when you helped me.  I know you can get that sunshine back Tam.  Hang on, you are loved.  There are about twelve people I would walk to the ends of the earth for - you are one of that twelve Tam. 

 

 If your job is getting you down, hold on just a little longer.  Things will change for the better.  You will make it thru this tuff time Tam.  I promise. 

 

 

11/15/2008 14:26:29

I also know what you are going through. I feel like I am just going through the motions in life. I am trying to get past it through prayer and scripture study. I need to be better for my kids.

11/15/2008 11:32:05

Like Lbybug I  know that feeling too.  I call it numb. I too hope you find your emotions soon. Thinking of you.

11/15/2008 11:12:07

Tamrajh, this almost sounds like you have a bit of a hormonal imbalance going.  Have you checked with your doctor to make sure your bloodwork is ok?  Sometimes if the body is not getting everything it needs, you will feel depressed without cause and nothing will seem right.  That is what doctors are for, they can help fgure out what is making you feel so down and not right.  I hope things go better for you, and realize you are a unique and special person, and things will get better. It is just a matter of finding the right door or window.  Best of blessings,

Maraleh

11/15/2008 07:02:54

Tam,

Becca said it beautifully... I hope you find your laugher. I hope you find your tears.

love ya!
siouxz

11/15/2008 00:43:40

i completely understand what you are saying.  i've had that feeling before.  emotionless is what i used to call it.  although it wasn't so much a lack of emotions, because they were there, i just couldn't express them in the proper ways.  it's probably the one of the worst feelings ever.  too sad to cry, not happy enough to smile.  just going through the motions of life.  one black cloud after another falling from the sky and hitting you on the head.  going through the motions.

i hope you find your balance.  i hope you find your peace.  i hope you find the joy i know is inside you.  i have come to love chatting with you.  and while i know it's a small snippet of your life, and it's "only chat" (as some people say), i feel you're a beautiful spirit.  i have truly come to LOVE chatting with you, sister.

i hope you find your laughter.  I hope you find your tears. 

love ya lady :)
Becca