If you asked me do i believe in God the honest answer is halfway ..which of course is like saying im a little pregnant ..Well..its a paradox for me ..i fear the judgement of God but at times i wonder does he exist ...does he really exist ,. not because i want to avoid judgement and therfore i try to talk myself out of believing but because the fact is im just not sure ..for me the question is certainty ..do you know that you know that you know ..can we ever have absolute certainty about anything in the physical world and if not how can we infer the existence of a creator with any real creedence in our own ability to make such an inference ..it gets quite complicated ..its like the more you dig the deeper the whole becomes with what ifs and propositions so much so that you cant see the light of the sun any longer ..
lately i have been combing over books and articles online laying out arguments and opinions about how we know God ..the knowability of God ..i see merit from different points of view ..
and i dont know whose right ...faith is not supposed to be a blind leap in the dark ..but faith is not always grounded in reason ..reason can only go so far ..i might infer that there is wisdom in the things that are made and i can clearly see that there is ..but if im not careful i might fail to distinquish The creator from the creature which will result in pantheisim ..if i take the classical arguments regarding cause and effect this creates a number of problems ..
one of which is the God you seem to prove is not the God of the bible and therfore isn't God .
God is not a first cause he according to scripture created the universe out of nothing so therfore there is no continium between himself and his creation and furthermore he did it from his own free will ..Cause indicates by neccesity ..Also lets suppose i did accept the cause argument atsome point i must take a leap of faith and say that the first cause created out of nothing which is something that cannot be logically deduced which destroys the foundationof the entire argument ,which is reason ...also the same argument can be used for atheisim ..
Every thing that exists has a cause , God is not caused so therefore God does not exist ..
the point is is that arguments are like guns the real issue is who is using them .
Im not sure God can be proven period ..Bon hoffer said that a God that allows us to prove his existence would be an idol .. i am inclined to agree ..