I am not ready for this...Yes I know she is in a better place and that she isnt suffering anymore and yet I just dont want to say that it is okay...I may not have really listened to her when she talked when I was younger and didnt always see eye to eye she is my mother...how do you get to the point that you are okay. I have been known to call my mom for silly things but know what do I d when i am baking and not sure excatly what the recipe is saying who do you call when you just are having one of those days and mom alwys would say whatever your mad about get over and put a smile on your face cause that is th way people like you best