some not so good news....i have been given a deadline for when i should have a job..may 1st. i dont have all the details but the families that live on the fullmer ranch here may be evicted for reasons im not clear on. so..i may have to move if i dont have a job by then...i may have to if i do also...things are not looking so good right now. ive applied to 20 places. im not sure what else to do. i dont have my license. took the test but failed because i didnt look over my shoulder once and the instructer considered it a dangerous maneuver. so having limited transportation limits where i can get a job too. like i said earlier were on basically a farm. not a whole lot around to begin with. my friend has invited me to move in with him. he did a while ago but a thought he was joking but he called me and said his parents are all for it. he lives in utah. in this months ensign there was a strong push on education. ive been meaning to get back to school. conferenece was this past week. on one of the world reports they showed some byu film stuff. film/cinematography is the area im leaning to for my major. i initially decided to stay here if i could even though i would say hes my best friend. but ive almost gotten the impression that i should go up there and get into byu if i can. he claims theres lots of jobs schools and girls there in utah-trying to real me in. i could also ask to move in with my dad in colorado. my parents miss me and said theyd come down to pick me up a couple weeks ago bc they were in vegas. im not sure whats going to happen. i never do. i thought i got my answer to move here from vegas. maybe i was wrong. nothing is working out here. my sister lives in utah so if i moved there i wouldnt be far from her. sometimes i wish my mom was still around. shed know what to do. but that would be a whole blog in itself. thats all i have for now. until next time...