I don't really know where to start. Actually, in this part, I will be talking about what's in my heart. I met the man i really like somewhere, where personal emotions should not be used. and so, after sometime that we are allowed to give in our emotions, we dated. I had fun time with him and liking him even a lot. But all of a sudden, he changed. There was an unfinished business he needs to attend to personally. To make the story short, I wanted to give him up already. I thought, I don't want to do anything about him. The moment I am ready to let him go, he texted me. Well, then, I thought, this could be another chance for the both of us. I extended my patience and love for him. I told myself, I will give him another month then another month then another month. There are so many things that I could say that I should have given him up and let him go. It's like, I'm just fooling myself. We are a part from each other.
One day, he is treating me good now.. I wonder why... i hope I would be wise enough to use my feeling towards him and not use my emotions weakly...
Tags: Emotion