Infertilty has been my cross for way too long. I can not change it. It is what it is and I remain powerless over it. However, I am not powerless on how I choose to react to it. I am more then a bit ashamed on how I have let it completely control my life. A life that was becoming increasingly bitter.
The last little while I have felt the urge to return to school and obtain my BSN (and perhaps my masters). As I have really contemplated the thought has come to my mind...............I may not be able to have one but why can't I help more then just one. As a nurse I will have the ability to touch so many childrens lives!
We have recently put in an application in another state that has a college! We are hoping and praying that my husband will get a position there. So as of right now we wait!
So I will remain "Pleased, but not satisfied."