@Ruthiechan: I do intend to get another job in October. Im under contract till then. Im a Security Guard and must work Weekends. Its part of the contract.
Thank you for the song. I have the Hymn book on CD so can listen to any song in it. I sometimes put it on, really low, at bedtime and just let the music and voices wash over me as i fall asleep. Its a really great way to drift off.
@deydream: I totally understand your brothers feelings, i must admit to almost walking away a few times. My testamony keeps me from doing that.
I spoke to my Bishop last Sunday and explained everything to him, but he wont budge. He's now telling me that, even when he says yes to my re-baptizm, i still need to then get the Stake Presidents permission AND then the First Presidences permission. Ive got a very long road ahead it seems.