I am finally back to reply on what you could be doing along with your praying. Many of these have already been mentioned. First, be praying about the truthfulness of the Book of Mormon but you must also be diligently reading it. You also may find answers to other questions you have as you read. You could even study the scriptures by topic such as faith or whatever else may help. Talking to your bishop may help. Reading talks in the Ensign or at lds.org may help. Try attending church again, without the expectation of socialness, go to feel the spirit and try not to focus on how people interact with you but on what you get out of the messages spoken. You may even try to go to another ward besides your own to have a low key first experience back but I wouldn't make it a long term habit - going to your home ward is always best. You could sign up for one more year of seminary and try to have a very open mind. Try reading the book, True to the Faith, you can get it at the Distribution Center online or at an actual store. It has a lot of good info about the Gospel and may help clarify things like the Godhead or other questions you may have. Basically, just keep acting and doing things that will answer questions, clarify things, etc. If you just pray it is harder to find answers, many times your answers will come while reading the scriptures, while reading a talk, while attending a meeting, etc. Let me know if this makes sense or if you have any more questions. Good Luck with all!
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