Oh, position is different than I thought. Hours are good, so is pay. I hope to hear from them in the next couple of days.
I seriously hope I get it.
I'm very stressed and anxious lately.
Dealing with recovering my identification...
Having to turn down job interviews because I'm too anxious to try and handle another while waiting to hear back from one...
I have my license, but if I don't get a psychologist to sign this form saying my "Psychiatric or Emotional Condition" isn't impairing to my driving, and get that done within 75 days, then my driving privileges will be revoked...
In order to get a psychologist appointment I have to do this 90 minute inventory thing that is a pain for me to GET to, and then I have to wait about 9 weeks until an open appointment...
I found out today that my reconsideration for disability was denied, one of the reasons being that I can drive a car, because I HAD to in order to get a job back home...
I want to appeal the decision and take it to the next level (a hearing) but I'm so anxious just with all of this that I don't feel like I can even do it...
I've got a lot of good stuff going on. I love my ward. Ward Prayer, FHE, Institute, weekly Ultimate Frisbee, and other things keep me busy and joyful,
But all this waiting and stress from everything else, and the unnatural amount of stress it causes because of a stupid anxiety disorder is overwhelming me right now.
I know sooner or later something will go my way and start a chain reaction of good change, but I'm having a tough time mustering the desire to endure to the end.
Prayers needed.
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