Welcome,
There is a great site where mormon woman share thoughts, etc. I posted my conversion story on that site. The site is
Mormon Women: Who We Are If you are interested in my story it's posted under 'Sharing Our Voices' and is titled "Bad Things Happen to Good People."
This forum is a great place to get answers from very knowledgable people about the Church. I would like to encourage you to meet with the missionaries in your area AND visit the Church.
Hope to hear more from you, Candace