HI HANNAH8,
Wow sounds like you have really felt the spirit
I am new to this site as well but it looks like you have come to the right place!!
There are alot of great people on this site, in The Latter day Saint Church their are
alot of wonderful people. As I saw some1 wrote already going into the Relief Society thread would be great. Someone should be able to help you get in contact with some Missionaries in your area that will be able to help you out so much more.... I joined the church only shy of two years ago now and I have never been happier. My life has meaning and feel's like I have filled that void that I never really knew I had! I wish you all the best of luck and if you have any question's don't hesitate to ask
From the kiwi from down under hahaha