I had my check-up today and I'm measuring "a little big". I am getting more and more nervous about the possibility of being induced. I lost 5 pounds since my last appt. but somehow my baby is gaining just fine. I'm eating more than ever - how in the heck do I keep losing? I'm now 2 pounds below my pre-pregnancy weight.
Twice a week I'm supposed to have non-stress tests now and if the doctor decides to induce me at 37 weeks, we'll do amnio to see if her lungs are mature enough. My husband is freaking out at the thought of having our baby in 5 weeks. He said, "We still have to find a place to live!" We're in a two bedroom apartment and our landlord could kick us out if he decides to, but my husband needs a new job before we move and if he gets a new job, we won't have health insurance for a while unless we find a way to cough up the dough for COBRA.
AAAAAAAAAAAAGH!!!!!!
Once I got the Gestational Diabetes diagnosis, I felt like I needed to focus just on my health and our baby's health and put moving on the backburner. Too stressful. My husband is really worried about finding a better job with the economy the way it is.
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