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Originally Posted by DigitalShadow
What makes you think you don't deserve them? What makes one person more deserving of good things than another? We are all given what we are given, and if I'm not mistaken, you believe that God has a reason for it, right? If so, how can you be any more or less deserving of what you have? Are you saying God is wrong in what He has given you?
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I don't deserve anything that He's given me. That's the point. He does it anyway.
Sorry for not responding to all these posts. I am reading them, and I'm not just thinking of counter-arguments to them all. I appreciate the efforts and advice.
It's hard to see beyond the trend of things getting worse and worse each time they happen. Meds take effect, I go into an "up cycle" but then it heads down hill and I always seem to get closer to the edge each time before it picks up again.
I'm just afraid one of these times it'll be too close.