Last month has kind of sucked, a lot.
I had to move back to Iowa, in with my dad this time instead of my mom.
Just not doing so hot. Been building up a spiritual and social steel wall (hence my absence). Don't want to do anything spiritual.
I couldn't bring my pets with me when I moved, so they were still at my mom's. I just found out that my dog died today. My mom and stepdad are pretty broken up. She liked those two more than me (it's true, it's alright.) I didn't get to see Gretel Baby, and I can't even give my folks hugs and this sucks.
And I really don't want to feel anything right now, and was doing pretty well with that, so this is kind of a blow.
This just sucks.
And I miss my cat.
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