Dude, I feel for ya, and I am so sorry you're going through such difficulties. I had some seriously depressing times myself and had all sorts of people harassing me. It was awful. I discovered that I had to pick and choose my battles. The Spirit will help you with that.
I used to want to go to Never Never Land, or simply die, but death is never simple. If you think about it, after you die you will have to face your Redeemer and explain to him why you chose to kill yourself. As long as you can think of such things you are still of a sound enough mind to be accountable for your own death if you chose that route.
In one of my darkest times what helped me was this Anime Music Video. Here it is on YouTube:
YouTube - Let Go Naruto
And here are the lyrics, and I suggest you listen to the song while or before reading them:
Frou Frou - Let Go Lyrics
Then, I watched Naruto, the Japanese version. I found it inspiring. I would watch it, but ONLY IN JAPANESE! The American dubbed version is sooooo lame and they really muck it up.
And try to remember, all those punk expletives are really just insecure and taking it all out on you. It's wrong, but you can't change them and their actions. You can only change yourself and how you deal with these people.
*HUGS*
You're in my prayers bro.