Interesting one of 3 groups.....
IMHO
I think no one was on sitting fence, but some of us were a bit uncertain what to follow.
We did make up our mind about beeing born here and holding on the Plan of JK and G. Some of us ... like I said were a bit uncertain, maybe even not really cared.
In my PB it says I chose to be here at this time, when the gospel is here at its full. I dont know, I am sorry but I cant help crying as I think of this. I am so sure I was with JK, I was not doubting. Ever since I learned about JK I felt wery strongly that he takes care of me and guides me and I want him to be my best friend. But I was not born in a good family. In fact I was not born in any family at all! However I was adopted to a good family, none of these has so far become LDS. So could it be that I was a doubter in pre-exictence? I dont by that consept that says, that the strongest spirits are born in LDS families. If it were so, so why the best spirits would be born almost only in USA especially earlier?
I believe there are many good strong spirits born in LDS families, maybe even some really good and tender ones, who NEED to be sheltered, who have been so good in pre-exictence, that G would hate to loose them. But I dont think G plays favorites. He palys on our devolepment. I believe, that even a profet could be born in a non member family IF that would help him ot develope those skills he needs to develope.
I believe strong good spirits are spread everywhere, spirits that are to help others there where they live to find LDS Church and I believe I am one of those spirits, that wanted to help gathering everyone under my Fathers wings. I also believe many such people are born in Africa, Asia,... everywhere and we who are so lucky to have the gospel in our families we have the responsibility to go find those men and women. To reach out our hand and help them home!
Adversary is truely everywhere. It wont sleep, it is only waiting for a moment, one small moment, that can lame us, that can destroy us or the person who is waiting for the truth. Adversary has many ways of doing his works. One of his favorites is to hit the person inderectly. Fex through gavernements, through laws, through "common sence" or "Common practice" even through those dearest to you, through loss. How many flames have been put down by a sudden loss, loss of a child, loss of a spouse, loss of....
For many years now I been feeling that my hands are tied behind my back. And there was nothing I could do about it. I could have left the sceen, but that had not helped much, the show had gone on without me. Or I could have moved ... USA.... that had not taken the past away. Ater 15 years, now I got one hand loose.
There is so much I should do. Someone says what I do is "good work", but I still feel it is not enough. I have NOT reached my goals. I am far back the scedule. Fear is my enemy, fear of past. Dont ever let that happen to you!
