If what you are saying is accurate, I'd say you have nothing to fear regarding your recommend or church standing.
Regarding the rest: I have always had trouble with people at church (most of the time, people in the Relief Society). Ignore them. I am sorry about the bishop yelling at your grandmother. That is unfortunate and pretty sad.
Be patient with your doubts and go straight to G-d about them and trust H-m that you will learn the truth. Taking rash action is the biggest problem, don't do anything without prayer.
Good luck with everything and sorry about that test. I know a few people who have failed it. They were very bummed as well.
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