Hi....You know, I went through something kind of similar about 12 years ago. During this time my wife and I were going to Temple preperation classes and were preparing ourselves to enter the Temple and partke of the marvelous blessing therein. We had set a date to be sealed.....then the night before we were to meet with the Bishop for our reccommend interviews she decided she did not want or need the church anymore. Two days later....she was gone....I can home from work and she was gone...A note said the kids were at a sitter and she was moving (on her way) to California. We were married for 14 years. Later I found out it she moved to california because that's where her boyfriend lived. She then had her named removed from the records of the church. A year and a half later I met a wonderful lady (non-member) and something told me she was the one I was supposed to got to the Temple with and be sealed to forever. (The Spirit) To make a long story short, we were married and 3 years later we were sealed in the Temple.......along with our 2 year old son. I firmly believe the Lord can and will direct us to the one we should be with.
As far a divorce.....to rough, but it's not a sin. Sometimes it can be a blessing. The Lord holds marriage in high regard as we all should....and if you did your best to keep it together and at the same time followed the Spirit and kept your covenant...you have every right to be happy and share a life and eternity with a worthy Priesthood holder. Be comforted and know that the Lord is always with you. Please, please....go talk to your Bishop about what is happening in your life...you are not alone. Humble yourself and talk with God, get on your knees and talk to Him and listen....He will answer you.
God bless you on your journey,
Bro. D
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