I'd like to address your question on how come a faithful servant of God is not blessed with a happy marriage while sinful people have lasting marriages...
It is always bad to compare yourself with others because each and every one of us have different challenges. I will tell you though, that the ones who are the most faithful are the ones most challenged. You've led a fairly good life so far. It might have been time to shake you up and test your faithfulness. It seems like you failed the test. And that may have been the exact reason why this happened to you - to see if, in the time when you are the weakest, you would cling to God or forsake Him.
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