God wasn't to blame for your failed marriage- your wife was the one who did it. She used her agency, wrongfully, and it has negative effects on you.
Also...you need to see the Bishop about the pornography.
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42 Behold, he who has repented of his sins, the same is forgiven, and I, the Lord, remember them no more.
43 By this ye may know if a man repenteth of his sins—behold, he will confess them and forsake them. - Doctrine and Covenants 58
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Contrast that with a few verses later...
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60 Let that which has been bestowed upon Ziba Peterson be taken from him; and let him stand as a member in the church, and labor with his own hands, with the brethren, until he is sufficiently chastened for all his sins; for he confesseth them not, and he thinketh to hide them.
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Don't pull a Ziba