Despite what you say about your husband looks, I'm still surprised that it's happened four times in six months! Even rock stars and movies stars can hold out waaay longer than that without having an affair. What I'm surprised about even more is that you're willing to put up with it. Why?! What YOU need to do is go get some counseling so that you get up enough courage and confidence to kick the loser out and move on with your life, especially for the sake of your kid(s). IF that is you in your avatar (and I assume it is), you look young enough that it would not be too late to start over and find somebody who'll make you happy and give you a lot of love and respect. Don't continue to keep putting yourself through this hell. If you get the backbone to kick him out NOW, in five years you'll be so glad you did, especially if you do end up meeting Mr. Right during that time and as I said before, at your age, you're definitely young enough to start over and give yourself a new and better life. Guarantee it! In ten years from now, he'll be nothing but a distant memory. Stay strong, and my prayers are with you.
