Good luck, Gwen.
May I make a suggestion? As you read the book club books, make an effort to read even more from the scriptures and pray more often. In my experience, reading anti books can be very insidious and confusing. There are so many half truths and slightly wrong things that it can be very easy to begin to allow doubts and fears to surface. What helped me was to focus even more on my personal scripture study and prayers.
I say that we need to teach our people to find their answers in the scriptures...But the unfortunate thing is that so many of us are not reading the scriptures. We do not know what is in them, and therefore we speculate about things that we ought to have found in the scriptures themselves. I think that therein is one of our biggest dangers of today."
--President Harold B. Lee, December, 1972