[Justice]

I know very good people in the Church that believe as you do. Reading Abraham might be comforting to you.

I believe there is more to the unity of "God" than we can understand. It's like when you graduate from an academy you become part of, or the same as, all those who have gone on before. You carry on the tradition of those graduates. In a different way you become one with them. The Priesthood is something we don't fully understand yet. It is without beginning of days and will be without end of years. We are meant to be one through this Priesthood. I believe much like you, but I also can't deny that we have been shown the way to perfection and exaltation (which exaltation includes having children), and so we get a glimpse of who God is and where He might come from. In my mind it helps me understand Him better as a Parent, and why He would love us as imperfect beings.