I have just spent the last hour and a half reading this thread.
I recognized my self in almost all your questions.
When I first met with the missionaries and began to read the book of Mormon I had a lot of questions and felt really stupid asking, but then I got good understandable answers both from the missionaries and from what I read in the book of Mormon.
I first met the missionaries at the end of March 2007 and was baptized June 9th. 2007. My puzzle was complete, I still ask questions and will always do that I guess??
I have found that to read in the book of Mormon every day helps me in a positive way.
I to have been walking around and have slept with the though of Jesus and my Heavenly Father in the back of my head ever since I began to read and learn more about the gospel.
I do not feel confident enough in my knowledge of the gospel to go share it with everyone in a blog etc. but it is a major part of my life and I have felt what good it gives me and my small family every day, even though we have a lot to learn still!!
I have had a hard time opening up about attending this church, if people don`t ask I don`t say anything about it, but a few times I have and have not had it thought out what to say about it. Somehow I have managed to answer peoples questions in a way they accept anyway and I am sure that is with the help of the Holy Ghost.
I look forward to follow this thread further to see how it goes.
I really hope that you will find what you are looking for