Amaaaaaaazing!!!!
So, after 6 months of being active in the church and getting my life back in order. I have finally recieved the Melchezidek Priesthood.
It was wonderful, I thought i was going to bawl so hard right in front of the entire elder's quarum. but as the elder's quarum president started speaking after they placed thier hands on my head. my entire body tensed up to prepare for immense crying. but then something happened, my entire body relaxed, and i felt calm, and comforted and peaceful, and the words were clear to me. and i felt proud and sturdy, liek i had never felt before, and then in the blessing something was said that reminded me of something my grandfather said in the blesseing when i was ordained a priest. and i squirted out a tear or 2, or 3...
then the high councilman asked me to bare my testimony. that's when i couldn't contain it. I had to close my eyes to speak or i would have collapsed there.
after i finished, the EQ pres. stood up and started to speak, then choked and turned around away from everyone to regain his compsure. (and this man is 6'1" 250 lbs, never shows emotion, but is always jolly, calm, and collected). And told me he looks up to me. It was so amazing, i wish my grandfather could have been there, actually i'm sure he was. as well as my mother.
anyways, i just wanted to share that with the whole world. It is such an honor and a privlege to recieve this gift and be able to help those around me.
I am however scared of failure. not in dibillitating way, but very wary of failing.
Also, this weekend, i get to baptize and confirm my wife a member of The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints. Had it not been for her in my life, i would not be here right now. i owe so much to her.
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