So Angry At The World

[deepthinker]

i'm so mad at everything and everyone right now. i have no idea what to do. i snap on people all the time. i'm jsut getting so frustrated with myself and everyone around me. i jsut wanna run away and never come back, and that's not a good feeling. i don't know what to do

[Setheus]

"Later on I learnt to laugh, at first in my sleep, then when I was awake. I have been told that I did this, and I believe it, as we can see other children do the same; but I do not remember my own early tears and smiles. And by and by I came to perceive my surroundings, and conceived the wish to make my wishes known to others, so that they could fulfil them. But in this I was frustrated, for my wishes were within me, while the bystanders were outside, and none of their senses enabled them to enter my soul. So I would thrash around with my arms and legs, and make noises, which I intended to be signs bearing some resemblance to my wishes; but such few poor signs I could make bore no true resemblance to them. And when my wishes were not granted, either because those around me could not understand me or because what I wanted would not have been good for me, I grew indigtnant to find that my elders where not slaves, only there to waite upon children; and I revenged myself upon them by fits of tears..."

The point I am trying to make is WHAT IS THE MATTER?
Why are you mad? Nothing anyone can say will help if we don't know what
is the root of your disdane.
If I were forced to guess I would say that a lot of teeny-tiny things are just building up and getting to you. This is normal.
Don't stress it. Work on one thing at a time and "don't sweat the small stuff, because its all small stuff".

[deepthinker]

i don't know why i'm mad. that's the problem. if i knew, i'd be fine with being angry. i don't mind being angry when i have a reason. but when there's no reason, i get so angry. and it drives me crazy. i wish i knew.

[Setheus]

Well, I know that the male Moose get angry at stuff for no real reason during the rutting season.
Mabey your hormones are just running amuck?!
Why don't you go to a gym and work out a little. That always help me burn off steam.

[cedar]

Originally posted by deepthinker@Jun 7 2004, 02:47 PM
i don't know why i'm mad. that's the problem. if i knew, i'd be fine with being angry. i don't mind being angry when i have a reason. but when there's no reason, i get so angry. and it drives me crazy. i wish i knew.

You have not given us one clue as to why you are mad.

[Luzia]

well, he does not know why he is angry.
Happens, I many times, don`t know why I am depressed.
I hope you are doing okay, but can`t take out the rage on eeveryone for something that may not have importance.

[DisRuptive1]

Well you can always try to vent your anger. The gym was a good suggestion. You can also try anything creative. Art, poems, whatever. And don't inhibit yourself. Seriously, write some nasty poems or whatever. Don't let anyone see them, but it's kind of fun and helps you to vent. Might even help you figure out what's bugging you too.

[agie]

I read a forward sent to me once. it said that u have of choice of actions. in the story, a guy fell from a tall building thing and didn't die. he said "i had a choice if i wanted to fight and live, or give up, and let my body take over. i had a choice and i chose to live." the thing is, i get annoyed and angry all the time as well, but i realized that i have a choice. it's nothing but me, deciding to let the spirit leave me and become unhappy and angry. when u feel that way next time, just think of all the reasons to be HAPPY. :-) And say "i have a choice. I can be happy, or i can be mad." its ur choice. chose wisely.

[deepthinker]

first of all, i'm a she, not a he. and i've been doing a lot of writing lately, and that has seemed to help. because it doesnt have to make any sense, it's just venting.