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VIEW PERSONAL BELIEFS
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POSTED BY:
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horsecrazy57
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DATE:
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28.11.2008 |
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SUBJECT:
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my knowing of being a daughter |
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LOCATION:
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Delta (HICKTOWN), United States
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Recently things in my life have not being going so good. I had a experience with my dad saying that I was a mistake to him and was not wanted in place of being his daughter he wanted a son instead of me. Hearing these words come from his mouth made emotional damage to me making feel my self worth go down. To me my dad to me was my hero when I was little but I have feelings of hatred towards him but going to see the bishop this week has made me know that I am important in my family but they show a different way of wanting me. After talking to the bishop and my family I have come to terms that I never want to marry a man like my father who doesn't show his love the way he should and have anger problems with everyone.
I have a testimony of the church I know it is true because I have witnessed and felt so many feelings with it. I have a good experience even though I have my problems with my dad he has been getting retaught by the missionaries. I have grown up without the priesthood in my home for fourteen years, but thank goodness for the home teacher that is there for us. I know that I am a daughter of God and that he loves me. I have a goal of being married in the temple to a return missionary that honors and loves his priesthood and have a eternal family with him. I am grateful that I can go to seminary and school and make friends with the same standards as me. I can't wait to be a mom someday and teach my family the gospel. I am thankful for the prophet for what a true man of god he is. I am thankful for every blessing I have been given and blessed with. I also want to say I am grateful to who those that support and care about me.
I say these things in the name of Jesus Christ Amen.
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