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I am 21 years old and am currently persuing my nursing degree. I am working on the paperwork to apply for a position as an officer in the navy'a nursing corps and hope I will have the opportunity to serve my country.
I have been struggling in the church for long time, and very few people know about it. I have gotten very good at pretending to be spiritual and committed to the gospel and everyone in my family and ward thinks all is well. I am stuck doing things that will keep me from the temple, the sacrament, and exhaltation, but no matter how many times I try I can't seem to stop doing them. I want to be the person that everyone thinks I am, but that is a long way off.
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