I will never be a mother.
Unless some bizarre miracle happens, which after 12 years of trying everything but Gonal-F and Invitro Fertilization and IUI... I have no child of my own.
I don't think I have ever really ever been pregnant.
Oh, we thought we were a few times. I had all the symptoms to boot.
But they would fade away. Save the one time after clomid... their was a sharp pain and I bled like I never had before.
Don't get me wrong, I pray f... Read More
when i was 8 i got baptized at the church of jeasse christ of later day saints
and that was the day i became an Lds member and scince then i started reading the scripsures untill now because i have a phobiea of the darkness coming to get me when i pray or when i read the scripsures and thats why i dont pray or read the scripsures because im afaid the darness will get me but i do know that heavenly farther and the savor and the holly ghost and my faimily are pretecting me.
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