Anyone else out there who has positive experiences being an intended mother?  I am married to my darling husband for 17 years, in the temple, he is YM president, and I am Primary counselor.  We have a fabulous surrogate, and this journey couldn't be easier or better, but I'd like to talk to someone who can coach me through a birth plan to make it easy for the both of us.  I am having a GIRL! 

How do I tell my family, extended family, and ward members, when the "OCTO... Read More

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when i feel i am alone and no one with me i am crying in the dark and saying "why i lost everything?" I'm trying to find myself but i cant found where i am?..Its really hard to think and really hard to do anything, I dont know what to do I dont know where to go.....

My mother came up to my mind.. She is the last and only person that i know were going to understand me and she will comfort me.... I need her hug, I need her love..

But i am so disappointed when i was there, She didn... Read More

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I had went out on the porch there was a little humming bird flying into the screen trying to get out.Then this thought came to me .Go and tell your daughter .I have a daughter staying with me that is struggling right now with the challenges in life and her thoughts about GOD and religion.So anyway I went back to her room where she was reading and I said hey come and see this bird on the porch it is so cute.Well she said she didn't want to get up and kinda let me know she was not interested an... Read More

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FATHERS' DAY

by Val John Jennings

Fathers' Day's this Sunday

and we are truly blessed;

for on His day we remember

that Father loves us best.

Our paternal kinship

may be soft and warm

or long forgotten moments

may leave us so forelorn.

Fatherhood is certain

for we were given birth.

God chose a man to be in

His plan for us to come to earth.

Motherhood is sacred;... Read More

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Is it possible to describe my feelings about Heavenly Father's love? Is it possible to describe beauty of  Spring? Is it possible  to describe  all my gratitude to My Heavenly Father. Though I cannot express what And How I feel... But I  love Him and His Perfect Sun with all my heart.... 

One day 6 years ago I saw a light, special  source of  pure love. Now I know that I am not alone. I am defended, I am cared by Someone more powerful then me.... Read More

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