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when youre my age...most problems evolve around something, or someone. in my case, someone. of course i had to fall in love with my close friend of 5 years right before he leaves on his mission. thats how life works..and because i am in love with a guy who sees me as his little sister and who will soon be serving the lord, i must keep my mouth shut about it..which causes a lot of issues. I FEEL SO CONSTRAINED! i feel clostaphobic!

I WANT TO SCREAM I LOVE YOU TO HIM! gyihcboqerichpruchoercererouhp soemone punch me in the face please! someone just said to me

"if you tell.. and he doens't feel the same way.. he might go away... and you will lose a friend

if u chose not to tell... you might lose on the best thing in your life"

its so true! i mean i know this guy would never not be my friend, he loves me like a sister...we'll always be friends. but i dont want an awkwardness between us. but i also dont want to miss out on a fantastic oppurtunity. its a big thing to say i LOVE him..but its not big to say im falling IN love with him. its hard not too...big smile, nice dimples, soft hair, loving eyes.......tan excellent body...yay for swimmers. OK LONG STORY SHORT! what would YOU do?

pleeaassee give me some feedback on this one

Tags: Love Pre-missionaries

Hey everyone! So im moving to the greater salt lake area in august and im in need of some roommates! im 18 and im a girl and im active in the LDS church. long story short if you or anyone else you know is in need of a roommate and is a female older than 18 and younger than your mom LET ME KNOW! we will be living in 5 year old condos in taylorsville that my sister owns. $1300 a month (split between 4 girls), includes water, trash, snow removal and some other stuff. 3 bedroom 2 bath. i dont know if pets are allowed but i LOVE them so im good with that.:) PLEASSSEEE let me know! WOW I sound desperate. hehe THANKS

~courtney

Tags: Room Mates

First off, what's your name?
Courtney





Okay, but what does your best friend call you?
Court, Courty poo, Chourtney, mother fourtney, Court-Dog, nortney, Thor, sasha foo, and much much more





Have you ever kissed someone with braces?
nooo



Who is the fourth received call on your recieved calls log?

my bestest friend brittany




If you could change your eye color what would it be?
orange



What is the wallpaper on your phone?
baaahahahaha Carlee's finger puppet monster keychain


"Your Girlfriend...Rated E For Everyone"
como what? i dont comprehend



How many pillows on your bed?
2458476985746584.....just 1


Who was the last text message you sent to?
sick...blake...puke on a stick




Is there someone you can't stop thinking about?
YES..GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR. faeiusrhvlsdkfj...GET OUT OF MY HEAD...





What was the best thing that happened to you last year?
the best? wowza...I GOT MY SECOND DOG JAKE! I love my jake!






Do any of your friends annoy you?
oh yes...mainly just htis one.....shes like a charity act for the rest of my group because shes sooo like..depressing but she CAN be fun and we love her and we want her to be happy so we han giwth her a lot but shes just so negative...




Who's the fourth person on your contacts list?
brandon! yay i love big hawaiian friends





When was the last time you cried from laughing so hard?
a few days ago haha. silly brittany and her pee bag





What school did you attend in elementary?
casa de oro kinder-3 then highlands 4-5...what a pimmmpp


Do you have a crush on somebody?
um i have a crush on one person...but im totally falling for another



Who was the last person that made you laugh?
your mom





Do you like Quiznos?
heck no..not since htose lame "EAT QUIZNOS SUUUBBS" commercial with the scary monsters





Who do you make fun of the most?
andy...even though i heart him




What's the longest you've ever talked on the phone?
7 hours con andy


Do you think you've gotten prettier since grade school?
whats grade school?







Have you seen your best friend cry?
well depend son which best friend..bestEST friend, many of times..BEST BEST friend, only like once..she never cries it creps me out




Where did you last go out to eat?
last night? hmmm..hard to say....no where seeing as i worked until oober late





Do you dance in the car?
ooohh my gosh yes..its kinda scary. ive almost died a few times... HANDS ON THEWHEEL COURTNEY





What do you think of hunting and fishing?
umm...yay????




Do you and your best friend act alike?
bestest friend ...YES! best best frend...not so much...but opposite attract! thank you paula abdul







What is a noise that you cannot stand?
ummm...scratching of skin..ew.put some lotion on

Are your parents in love?
i dont really think so......its sad




Would you rather sleep at a friend's or have them over?
HAVE THEM OVER! my room is so bomb





Who is in your house right now?
me..mom..dogs 

How do you like your steak?
IN MY BELLY




What do you smell like right now?
HAHAHAHAHAHA you dont wanna know





Do you have a hard time admitting you're wrong?
umm not...im wrongm ost times




Who was the last person you held hands with?
HAHAHA best best friend carlee





What shoes did you wear today?
heeeels


What color is your laundry basket?
orange, or purple, or green






Do you own any Hollister polos?
SICK NO..hollister makes me gag





Do you think those stores are too expensive?
YEAH and ugly and weird and stupid




Where do you shop the most for clothes?
target...little boutiques by my house, online





Why do you do surveys?
i is bored...and theyre fun

Tags: Survey

soooo right now at work theyre playing that lame fergie song "clumbsy"...its way too silly for my liking. haha. SOOO long story longer than needful...im way confused...WAY confused.... im falling out of love with someone im SUPPOSED to be in love with, falling IN love with someone who think of me as a sister, and totally hard core crushing on this guy i might have a chance with, and that scares me. AND THEN I JUST LIKE TO FLIRT WITH EVERYONE! so thats ridiculous. whats a girl to do....pretty much nothing as of right now. its not like you can force someone to like you back.

the one guy i am "Falling in love with" who im not supposed to be...hes pretty great...i miss him constantly. everything reminds me of him. and to top it off...he thinks im amazing, but only as a friend. which is like icing on the "this sucks" cake. blah.

another dilemma..i MIGHT be getting braces for the third time next week. my teeth arent even messed up its just i have BAD luck with retainers so my teeth have been moving a bit every month since i got my braces off a year ago. the orthodontist said hed put them back on for a few more months for free so i guess its a steal. i jsut feel dumb being an 18 year old with braces... lame status. wow this is a long blog...and no ones going to read it haha...well this country song sucks as well..time for me to change the playlist..PEACE OUT SON

Im wondering if anyone will read this first off because its kind of silly....posting your thoughts locally. but my thoughts right now are that i am so confused.... i have 3 paths ahead of me. 3 choices...3 guys ultimately. 1 is waiting for me and willlove me forever if i let him. the other 2 are complete handfuls and have no feelings towards me except great brother/sister love and respect for me. the choice seems easy...pick the guy who cherishes you..but sometimes...i like a challenge