It never ceases to amaze me how truly mindful our Father in Heaven and our Saviour are of us.  They truly love us and know us better than we know ourselves.  If we will only put our faith and trust in Them instead of humans we will be ok. I feel truly blessed to be a member of this church even though it is hard for me and I want everyone to know how loved and supportive I have felt by both my Father in Heaven and my Saviour these last few months. It never ceases to amaze me how patient They are and even when we try to push them away when we feel unworthy of their time they will always come running after us and will never ever let us go. They want us to make it home to them to live with them once more. Turn to Them with a sincere heart and humble spirit and They will help you.  I have a testimony of this. Nothing is impossible with the Lord. If it is His will He can move mountains.

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Guess I just want to vent, tell someone how I feel.  I love this church so much.  I have a strong testimony, yet I feel so lonely. I just can't seem to mix or talk comfortably with others.  I'm a loner but you can't be a loner and be a good member. I feel I have friends at church and have made one very good friend on this site, no regrets joining the church.  It has been the best decision I've ever made.  I know Heavenly Father and my Saviour love me but I let them down in so many ways because I just can't handle being around people.  It breaks my heart that this holds me back so much. It makes me very sad.  I havent even been here much lately because I feel I don't fit in or I'm terrified I might say something wrong. I though maybe being a stranger on the internet it would be different but it isn't. May be I'm just feeling sorry for myself but its just really upsetting me tonight.

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