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Well, the $60,000 debt we seemingly suddenly acquired (I was not aware of it until recently) is beginning to be mangled with. I say "mangled with," since that is what my brain is trying to do. The shock is wearing off, even the anger and depression are coming in frequent waves, but at least not constant, and yesterday and today, I got up out of bed, showered, did my hair and makeup, and led a fairly productive day. I'm making progress. I also noticed I am not longer holding my breath, but remembering to breathe again. I'll get there.I owe this progress to the lds.net board, and Sunday services. As bad as I feel, I was reminded quickly from the boards that my life isn't so bad compared to some. At least my husband loves me, and is kind and faithful. He works hard to being a good provider and father. I also remembered to be thankful that my limitations are due to only money, not health. Sunday reminded me that my Heavenly Father is there. That our trials are given to help us grow. It is my personal curriculum for knowledge. I'll learn the lesson and master it....but how???I have been mangling that idea non-stop. Game plan...what should I do? Financial planner? Don't know of any here, and I just don't feel comfortable with the idea of it being a ward or stake member. I may have to get over that if I really need one. My oldest will soon have a student loan and a job. My 17yo had applied all over before, but never had a return call, even from Wendy's. I know I must work, too. I looked around online. Not sure yet what I'll do. For now, I'll try to sleep and hope there is a time during the night that I can escape it.
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