I know I've not written anything for a few months now. Things have been slightly up and down but hey ho. I'm pressing forward. My bishop is still playing that whole "not replying" thing. It's very frustrating.
I ended up writing him a long letter back on 24 October giving him an update of where things were. And very quickly he responded saying that he wanted to have a meeting with me to catch up. Circumstances thus far have prevented that. He has also said that we'll be reconvening the Disciplinary Council shortly. At first I was like 'woo hoo' yay. But I don't think I'm ready.
I didn't imagine that I'd feel like that, I really didn't. I have had the 13 December in my mind for the last nine months. Every sacrament meeting that date has got me through and now that I'm nearly there, I'm not sure that I can go through with it. I'm not sure that I am ready to go back before the council.
I'll let you all know! :-)